Day 15

Do you see that?  It's a great big ol' bowl of candy.  And someone set it down RIGHT in front of me!  How rude!

I was at a meeting with Grant this afternoon...actually one quick meeting followed by one very long meeting with the city manager and a city council subcommittee.  During the second meeting they brought in bottles of water and two dishes filled with candy, and set one of them right in front of me.

Since starting our diet, I have yet to eat any 'junk' food...no cookies, no ice cream, no candy...and I didn't fold today either.  Even though there were those little flavored Tootsie Rolls in there...Twisties...and I just love those darn things.  But no way, I didn't partake.

Day 14

Today's Photo Challenge prompt is In Low Light.  I decided to take a picture of one of my Valentine decorations I put out yesterday...which is on top of the TV, in the armoire.  Not a lot of light going on in there.  I did run the photo through Instagram though, so she has a soft, almost nostalgic glow.

This little Precious Moments is one of three I put out, all adorned with a heart in some way.  She is a Collector's Club figurine from many years ago - in fact I think she was my very first member figurine - and she's called You're The Sweetest Cookie In The Batch.  I think she came with a heart shaped cookie cuter.  It's a sweet little token of a time quite some time ago.

Day 13

Today is officially the last day of the Christmas Season.  It is a feast day, celebrating the Baptism of Our Lord - the day Christ himself was baptized.

For us, that meant after church the final Christmas decorations - the Christmas tree, the outdoor decorations and the Nativity - all came down, putting an end to Christmas Season 2012 at our house. 

And since it is now only one month away, it also meant the Valentine's Day decorations could come out...Yay!  I just love the pinks, the reds, the hearts...love, love, love!

Day 12

It's kind of crazy title (yes...pun intended), but it's actually a pretty good book.  I bought this book several years back and read a good portion of it, then put it on the shelf. 

It really isn't so much about anxiety - as in panic attacks, or phobias - as in deathly afraid of heights or spiders.  It's more about what makes us tick, our unconscious thought patterns, our negative self-talk, our self-esteem and self-image.  All these things are tied up in what makes us afraid, angry, anxious, stressed, etc.

After a bit of a rough day, I thought it was a good idea to retrieve it, and take another look at it.  So far I've read a couple chapters, and now I'm headed to bed to read a little more.  Reading things like this usually have a two-fold result for me...I often feel bad at first, and think, WOW, I do that, I have that, I'm that way.  But then I think, well, now I can try to change that...so it gives me a bit of hope too.  So here's to a little self-discovery...

Day 11

Look...snow!  I know we are only technically a few weeks into winter, but this certainly was a surprise, and wasn't in the forecast for today!

Bre texted this morning on her way into the office and said it was snowing.  I thought she was pulling my leg, because there had been no sign of snow when I arrived.  But I checked the window, and sure enough it was really coming down outside.  Within a matter of minutes, the parking lot, streets and cars were covered.  It snowed for about an hour or more, giving everything a coat of sparkling white.  Then the sun came out, melted it all, and it was like it never happened!

Day 10

Today's Photo Challenge prompt was just titled Real Life.  I love how Katrina just puts a word or two as the prompt and you can draw from it what you will.

For me, my real life is chock-full of emotions, always bubbling just below the surface.  I tend to wear them on my sleeve, hard as I try not to.  And, more often than not, my real life emotions overflow as tears.  I find that I am in need of tissue more than I would like to admit.  And today was certainly no exception.  It was one of those days where it was everything, yet nothing at all.  I tried to explain it to Rob, but could only articulate that I've had a heavy heart today.  And at bedtime, my heavy heart overflowed, as did the tears, and I was in need of much tissue.

Day 9

It's a little odd.  A pill bottle.  What does it all mean?  Well for me, lately, it has meant a lot.

Today's Photo Challenge prompt is Peaceful.  And what is more peaceful than a good night's sleep.  That is something I struggle with quite often.  I seldom have trouble getting to sleep - it's the staying asleep that is the problem.  I usually have a prescription to help, but sometimes, when I'm between refills, or have forgotten to call it in, I use Walmart's generic version of Tylenol PM...and I have to say, it works wonders!  And a peaceful night's sleep tonight, leads to a peaceful mind, and a peaceful tomorrow...fingers crossed!

Day 8

Today's Photo Challenge prompt is Discouraged.  First, I thought about what discourages me in general, and it is usually the scale for sure.  Then I decided that I didn't want to focus on something negative, and besides that, lately the scale has not been all that discouraging.  Rob and I are only a few days in, but are doing very well watching what we eat, and the scale is moving for both of us.

So I took liberties and decided to turn the focus around!  What Encourages me today is in fact the scale...and hopefully will for some time to come!  There's turning a negative into a positive for ya!!

And on a side note...I am also encouraged by a new app I read about in Creating Keepsakes, and then downloaded to my phone.  It's called Picfx, and it can do all kinds of cool things...including 'stacking' effects (like adding a border and changing the look), like in this photo.  I'm sure I'll be posting a lot more from this app as I get it all figured out.

Day 7

At work first thing this morning, I was standing in Grant's office when we noticed a strange phenomenon.  It was a scene straight out of Hitchcock.  It appeared to be hundreds of birds landing in trees, taking off, circling, and landing again and again all through our neighborhood.  It looked like a giant swarm of bees.

Billie and I stood in Grant's office for quite a while...we were a little in awe and a little freaked out.  It was kind of unsettling...what did all those birds know that we didn't???  Since they didn't seem to be going anywhere fast, I took my camera out and tried to get a couple shots.  They didn't turn out all that great, and I probably wouldn't have used them for my picture of the day...but lo and behold, when I looked at my trusty sheet, the Photo Challenge prompt for today was Movement.

Well, I tell you, there sure was some strange movements going on this morning!!

Day 6

Today is the 12th day of Christmas...and the Feast of Epiphany.  We celebrate the day the Magi arrived in Bethlehem to visit Baby Jesus, and bring him gifts, and pay him homage.

This afternoon I walked past our cute little Nativity and noticed Rob had moved the shepherds out of the way, and moved the three wise men into place, in honor of Epiphany.

Day 5

Here is all of the remaining Christmas Candy.  Today's Photo Challenge prompt is Colorful Food...and these little treasures are quite colorful...or at least their wrappers are!

Today I started the process of taking down some of our Christmas decorations.  I put away all of the stuff that gets stored in the house, like pillows, linens and a few fragile decorations.  I also gathered up all of the candy and put them into baggies, since Rob and I are officially off sweets for awhile. 

And even though I won't be touching these anytime soon, I just couldn't bring myself to throw them all out!  I guess it will be a testament to my willpower to leave them be.  Or maybe I'll take them to work...no matter what it is, it always gets eaten at the office, that's for sure!

Day 4

Today's Photo Challenge prompt is Fur.  So here is one of my fur babies, Lucy. 

Tonight she is just lying snuggled up next to my feet, sleeping away as Rob and I watch TV.  She's got such a funny little shape to her, poor thing with no neck!  And she's got funny little wisps of fur right now...because just yesterday was bath day!  Thanks to Rob the girls are squeaky clean again...not that I anticipate the clean feeling lasting for very long...especially this time of year!

Day 3

These are my rosary beads. They were a gift from my good friend (and sponsor) Trina.

Being very new to Catholicism, I didn't really know exactly what to do with them when she first gave them to me a couple months ago. But I have since done some reading, learned some more about it and have started to pray the Rosary. Admittedly I haven't taken the time to do it as often as I would like...but I carry these with me always and know they are there for me when I need them.

Today's prompt was Repetition. I did a little thinking about what I do that is repetitious...then I was struck by the Rosary...no coincide, I'm sure. Even if I'm not praying a full rosary, sometimes I find myself repeating a few Hail Marys and a couple Our Fathers to bring peace to a stressful situation, to calm my anxiety, or to quiet my often very noisy mind!

Day 2

Today's prompt is New Beginnings. And today is a new beginning for both Rob and I (and most everyone else I know!) in the way of diet. Today my afternoon snack of choice will be this delicious and nutritious apple.

After losing 65 pounds in 2011, I took a year off so to speak, and unfortunately a bulk of it crept back on during 2012. But there was a lot of changes going on this past year, and they say marriage will pack on a pound or two for people, and clearly Rob and I are no exception.

There's no denying I felt better, looked better and had more confidence after shedding that weight, and I'm determined to do it again...and maybe even more.

So, number three on my list of resolutions is about weight loss. Today is a new beginning of me!

Day 1

Yep, I'm one of those people.  I made a list of resolutions to start the year off right.  I may be one of those people, but I'm also a realist.  I know I may or may not make all of these things habits, or be successful at each one, but as I see it, it sure doesn't hurt to try.

Every year I enjoy January 1st.  I've said it before, and I'll say it again...it's a clean slate and a fresh start.  Everything that got muddied up, didn't get finished, went awry in 2012 is all water under the bridge now.  I'm thankful to God for giving me another chance...a chance to make changes, and a chance to do better.

One of my seven resolutions...number six on the list to be exact...has to do with my hobbies.  I am going to make a real effort to engage in and find joy in my hobbies of papercrafting and photography.  So I am recommitting to Project 365 for 2013, and blogging about it.  For 2012 I made it somewhere into October before things really went south and I gave up on the daily photos.  I didn't stop taking pictures altogether, and I did blog about what pictures I had...I just missed that 'each and every day' part.  So...a chance to make changes, and a chance to do better.

I started to feel like my photos were so mundane and uninteresting.  Mostly I was photographing food, the pets, or holiday decorations, over and over and it felt boring.  But I realize now that it doesn't matter.  One day I will look back on these everyday photos and remember what I forgot; That dish I used to make, or when Baylee or Lucy used to do that thing, or look like that, or when I had that Easter decoration.  So mundane or not, I'm going to take a photo of life each day.  I'm going to try to use the inspiration and photo challenge boards more...like today, the prompt from Capture Your 365 was Resolve.  So this is a shot of what I resolve to do in 2013.

So happy 2013 everyone!!  Many blessings to you and yours in the coming year!!